bad werewolf
the moon shines in the darkest night
i prevail
pierce the veil
sleeping with sirens
shinedown
/ / / ABOUT / / /
when you're at your breaking point, when you're angry, hurt, tired, feeling aggressive.come to the wolves' denwhat you see here is a change, a shift from a broken man to a stronger person. no more hurting, no more resentment, we ran from the oppressors holding us back with their manipulation and abuse, and we are here to take back our lives. now running free like wolves, we are slowly rebuilding, still recovering, but now we go forward and never look back.in all seriousness-- this was first made when i was at my worst dating my shitty ex. i made a new secret twitter with this carrd to vent and express myself. i felt this new anger and resentment forming, and called it my alter ego. i was a lot more reserved and quiet back then, but i was slowly becoming more angsty, loud and angry. i wanted to embrace this new side of me, it felt like an escape and a gateway to a better future. and after leaving him, i'm fully embracing this, and i love it. it's no longer my alter ego-- this is me, this is who i've become. i have metamorphized. the old me died with that bastard, and i was reborn again into something new (accurate to my sona's lore).I AM KING.
- 26 year old skullhead wolf furry
- (chinese) american, fluent ENG, a bit of mandarin, cantonese, and spanish.
- INFJ-T
- computer science senior undergrad, interested in cloud computing/software engineering.
- alt subculture, rock, pop punk, nu metal, metalcore, post-hardcore music lover.
- big furry, skullhead fanatic, gamer, death wolf simp. trying to get into alt fashion, i have punk/grunge aesthetic
- i also really like the colors red and black.
Songs and my thoughts on them
Caraphernelia | Pierce the Veil
if i could have a theme song this may be it. i love this song, it got me through my toxic relationship at the late stage.
i was so unhappy with how he took me for granted and practically cheated on me, favoring my ex/his crush over me while i was already breaking my back for him. it crushed me and made me realize things were over. this song perfectly expressed everything i felt-- betrayal, angst, anger. i'm so disgusted with my ex and will never forgive him.i used to dedicate this song to my other ex, feeling like he left me because i was just not good enough and he wanted someone better, confirming my insecurities. but of course i matured and realized that it wasn't true, and he really cared."Licking your fingers like you're done and you've decided that there's so much more than me."
"What's so good about picking up the pieces?"D.O.A. | I Prevail
for me this song was about an (abusive) relationship where someone keeps taking and the other keeps giving, even though they're at their limit. they keep sacrificing and giving out of good faith until they're dead, and that's what happened with me.in the song, it has "Dead is the land of the free" which makes me think of two things:
- America is no longer free.
- Death is true freedom at this point."Don't give just take, though it's killing me"
To do list
- buy i prevail, ptv, mwam stuff- finish sona drawing
- find internship
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xxx favorite kinks xxx
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- facefucking (can't get enough of this. if you're into this too we're automatically friends, better yet fuckbuddies. come fuck my face and i'll mount yours too like a desperate pup. let's take turns using each other's throats and shove it deep while we cum. feel my cock spasm in immense pleasure and my hole twitching while i stay mounted on your face and your wet slick warm throat squeezing my sensitive cock as if it's trying to pull me deeper.)
- HUGE oral freak; deepthroat, blowjobs, rimming, 69. love to have a buddy right next door available at any time to ask each other if they can help out with a throbbing needy boner and borrow their mouth.
- public shower (i love being around other naked dudes and staring at their hot bodies. even more turned on when they get a boner but everyone is chill/playful)
- small dom/top + big sub/bottom
!!! if you have a problem with these two below then just leave and dni. dont waste my time or be a dick, idgaf about some nobody random online user.
- incest
- feral
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- voyeurism/exhibitionism
- casual sex
- handjobs
- fraternity/bro
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- milking
- pup/pet play
- master + pet
oral tags for e621:
- throat swabbing
- thigh lock
Sol <3
My one and only. The one I've been looking for.
Death
Rengar
Volibear
Ben Bigger
Wawlika (FF14)
Lycanthrope (Maplestory)